Believing is nothing!

I always believed...that true love can do wonders!
True love can move mountains, true love can win hearts across borders.
But...is it really true?! I wonder now.....
"I will love you so much, that one day you would be compeled to love me back", i said to her once... she smiled back and said "if you really believe, maybe someday i will...i have to!"
That was the most satisfying moment for me after all that i had gone through to just be with her!
I had gone through hell...put to test by her parents to prove my worth towards her!
But proved myself, thats what i did!
It was the moment I waited for all eternity.....when she promised, that she would love me back.
A girl commiting to marry me, to be by my side...and all that while maintaining that she didn't love me....yet!
It was a moment i had waited for all eternity...when she said one night..."i think i am falling in love with you!!!"
The words came out as if covered in gold! Words that were so sweet to hear!
Words with their worth in Diamonds!!!
I can never forget that moment!
Love was the best thing ever happened to me......then.....
That was then....
Now...i face the stark reality...
A reality so harsh...it bleeds me to death!
A reality which says I am not fit enough to be by her side!
A reality which says I, was responsible for all that has happened!!!
I, who was ready to go through anything for the relationship, was responsible for its failure!!!
Maybe I was....I was responsible...
because....I believed.....
that love can win hearts......
that she will love me back one day.....
that love can win hearts across the borders....
I couldn't even win her heart!
Thats why...believing is nothing...or rather....
'Just' believing is nothing.....
Still...somewhere in the corner of my heart.....
a faint voice says....
"One day, you will fall in love with me..."